Post by deciore on Jul 16, 2012 23:07:43 GMT -5
DON'T CRY OUT FOR GOD
we are all lambs to the slaughter now, don't worry it will be over
NAME Deciore.
CLAN N/A.
POSITION Loner.
GENDER Female.
AGE 84 moons.
APPEARANCE
Deciore is a big girl. She has a very large, sturdy build. This cat is round, for the most part, definitely packing on a few extra pounds. Being a Persian-Maine Coon cross, Deciore has a rather short snout, and large eyes for her head. Deciore's eyes are a dull green, definitely not the prettiest hue imaginable. Her fur is rather large, strewn all over her body, at times she can look like a huge 'puff ball'. Her hide is a mixture of creams, tans, and numerous shades of pale browns woven together in utmost harmony. The cat's fur is very large, and not very pleasing to the touch. Her gait is rather...odd. Deciore's legs are short and stout, and when she walks, it seems like she has no feet at all, just a walking mass of fur.
CLAN N/A.
POSITION Loner.
GENDER Female.
AGE 84 moons.
APPEARANCE
Deciore is a big girl. She has a very large, sturdy build. This cat is round, for the most part, definitely packing on a few extra pounds. Being a Persian-Maine Coon cross, Deciore has a rather short snout, and large eyes for her head. Deciore's eyes are a dull green, definitely not the prettiest hue imaginable. Her fur is rather large, strewn all over her body, at times she can look like a huge 'puff ball'. Her hide is a mixture of creams, tans, and numerous shades of pale browns woven together in utmost harmony. The cat's fur is very large, and not very pleasing to the touch. Her gait is rather...odd. Deciore's legs are short and stout, and when she walks, it seems like she has no feet at all, just a walking mass of fur.
HOLD ON THOUGH YOU'RE
alone i am there with you, that much at least i can promise, you know
LIKES Beautiful females. The night. A good meal. Company. Relationship with no emotions.
DISLIKES Idiots. Males. Bright lights. Two legs. Couples 'in love'.
HOPES To never fall in love.
FEARS Death. Love.
PERSONALITY
pessimistic. not affectionate. doesn't believe in love. very envious. silent. charming. sly. homosexual. closed-minded. secretive. inconsiderate.
Nothing is ever sunshine and rainbows. There's always a dark storm. Life doesn't go how you want it to. It merely leads you along a road of false hope and despair. Deciore just doesn't believe in happily ever afters, simply because they aren't real. No such thing. She doesn't look on the bright side, because you're bound to get disappointed. Others set their hopes high and wonder why things never go their way. Because it won't. Life wasn't meant to be about joy and happiness, it's a struggle you're meant to work for and survive. It's a game. And the better man always wins, when they put their faith aside and realize that simple fact. On a similar note, Deciore is not the happiest of souls to be around. She's a party pooper, always talking about the dark sides of things and how happiness is just something others make up to get about their scummy lives. Ah, but she's the opposite, she knows if you think the worst, the unintended will happen. It's gotten her this far.
Deciore isn't an affectionate cat. She never was. She'd rather shower her lover with meaningless compliments than cuddles and kisses. She doesn't want to be that intimate. It's just pointless to show 'feelings' through physical means. When touched, Deciore often recoils while spitting out foul words. It's just unpleasant for her to be touched intimately. She never wants to be intimate with anyone. It's almost as bad as 'love'. She wants a relationship, yes, but she doesn't want a relationship where it revolves around petty emotions. She'd much rather have it revolve around sex. That's something far more real than love will ever be, and there's no way around it. On rare occasions, Deciore will manage to slip her lover the occasional kiss or nuzzle. It would be something brief and unexpected. And surely something meaningless. At least to her.
Love. A fake emotion encouraged by desperate people in need of something to believe, trust, and devote into another. There's no such thing as love. Life doesn't run on emotions, if it did, life would be a living hell. Love is simply a figment of one's imagination to believe that one has 'feelings' for another. Love doesn't make a baby; lust and heated hormones do. She shall never love another because there is no such thing as love. It's impossible to make yourself believe you're in 'love' with another when there's no such thing. It's absurd. She's the only one in her right-mind. Everyone else is delusional to even think that loves exists. Deciore doesn't believe in love because she's never known what it was. She's never recognized it, she's oblivious to it. She doesn't want it. Sure, she's been given love. But what do you do with it when you don't know what it is? You run. You run from the foreign creature and cease to recognize its existence.
This cat was born jealous. Naturally being...larger than most females, she doesn't have that 'feminine' build it seems every other she-cat possesses. Her fur is too long and rough. Her face is too short and shallow. She's too round around the middle. Everyone can point out all of the things they hate about themselves, plus some. And seeing these...pretty little faces strut by just makes her jealous. She wishes she was as pretty as them. Or at least half as pretty. It'd be an improvement. Just because Deciore knows she's not the prettiest cat in the world, doesn't mean she lacks self confidence. In fact, this cat is fairly sure of herself, and can be sometimes deemed conceded.
Despite her envious ways, Deciore is enticed by the female gender. The way they're made, from their voluptuous bodies, to the subtle tone in their voices, it's all attractive, and nevertheless sets her fur on end. Deciore would love to have a long lasting relationship with no emotions. ..Friends with benefits for lack of a better term. On the contrary to her lust with the physical attributions of a female, she hates an emotional female. It's the worst type of cat to be around, really. Deciore loves a good chase, nothing better to pass the time with, than a 'hard to get' female. Although, that game could easily be overplayed, playing hard to get is one thing, being an annoyance is another. With that, Deciore has a hard time being interested in one female. She's never met one with...layers. Something that keeps her wanting more, to dig deep and figure her out. But, alas, you don't get everything you wish for.
DISLIKES Idiots. Males. Bright lights. Two legs. Couples 'in love'.
HOPES To never fall in love.
FEARS Death. Love.
PERSONALITY
pessimistic. not affectionate. doesn't believe in love. very envious. silent. charming. sly. homosexual. closed-minded. secretive. inconsiderate.
Nothing is ever sunshine and rainbows. There's always a dark storm. Life doesn't go how you want it to. It merely leads you along a road of false hope and despair. Deciore just doesn't believe in happily ever afters, simply because they aren't real. No such thing. She doesn't look on the bright side, because you're bound to get disappointed. Others set their hopes high and wonder why things never go their way. Because it won't. Life wasn't meant to be about joy and happiness, it's a struggle you're meant to work for and survive. It's a game. And the better man always wins, when they put their faith aside and realize that simple fact. On a similar note, Deciore is not the happiest of souls to be around. She's a party pooper, always talking about the dark sides of things and how happiness is just something others make up to get about their scummy lives. Ah, but she's the opposite, she knows if you think the worst, the unintended will happen. It's gotten her this far.
Deciore isn't an affectionate cat. She never was. She'd rather shower her lover with meaningless compliments than cuddles and kisses. She doesn't want to be that intimate. It's just pointless to show 'feelings' through physical means. When touched, Deciore often recoils while spitting out foul words. It's just unpleasant for her to be touched intimately. She never wants to be intimate with anyone. It's almost as bad as 'love'. She wants a relationship, yes, but she doesn't want a relationship where it revolves around petty emotions. She'd much rather have it revolve around sex. That's something far more real than love will ever be, and there's no way around it. On rare occasions, Deciore will manage to slip her lover the occasional kiss or nuzzle. It would be something brief and unexpected. And surely something meaningless. At least to her.
Love. A fake emotion encouraged by desperate people in need of something to believe, trust, and devote into another. There's no such thing as love. Life doesn't run on emotions, if it did, life would be a living hell. Love is simply a figment of one's imagination to believe that one has 'feelings' for another. Love doesn't make a baby; lust and heated hormones do. She shall never love another because there is no such thing as love. It's impossible to make yourself believe you're in 'love' with another when there's no such thing. It's absurd. She's the only one in her right-mind. Everyone else is delusional to even think that loves exists. Deciore doesn't believe in love because she's never known what it was. She's never recognized it, she's oblivious to it. She doesn't want it. Sure, she's been given love. But what do you do with it when you don't know what it is? You run. You run from the foreign creature and cease to recognize its existence.
This cat was born jealous. Naturally being...larger than most females, she doesn't have that 'feminine' build it seems every other she-cat possesses. Her fur is too long and rough. Her face is too short and shallow. She's too round around the middle. Everyone can point out all of the things they hate about themselves, plus some. And seeing these...pretty little faces strut by just makes her jealous. She wishes she was as pretty as them. Or at least half as pretty. It'd be an improvement. Just because Deciore knows she's not the prettiest cat in the world, doesn't mean she lacks self confidence. In fact, this cat is fairly sure of herself, and can be sometimes deemed conceded.
Despite her envious ways, Deciore is enticed by the female gender. The way they're made, from their voluptuous bodies, to the subtle tone in their voices, it's all attractive, and nevertheless sets her fur on end. Deciore would love to have a long lasting relationship with no emotions. ..Friends with benefits for lack of a better term. On the contrary to her lust with the physical attributions of a female, she hates an emotional female. It's the worst type of cat to be around, really. Deciore loves a good chase, nothing better to pass the time with, than a 'hard to get' female. Although, that game could easily be overplayed, playing hard to get is one thing, being an annoyance is another. With that, Deciore has a hard time being interested in one female. She's never met one with...layers. Something that keeps her wanting more, to dig deep and figure her out. But, alas, you don't get everything you wish for.
KNOW WHAT'S TO COME
do not accept this, though we're alone we must fight for each breath
HISTORY for normal cats, please write a 250 word history here. for high positions, we expect a 400 word history to include their training and how they got to the position they have established. sob stories should be limited; please use common sense.
THIS CHARACTER IS PLAYED BY Macabre.